Your husband was strong, but was overcome.
He boasted a heart of gold but now he’s done.
Sinking day by day, he would often pray,
but his soul slipped under my thumb.
He was a lover.
Loved to hold you and whisper in your ear.
Tell you secrets of passions, blushing when you hear.
But now he lives no more.
I drug his body through the door.
Away from you and your family,
I smothered his dreams finally.
He had morals and standards that I squashed.
In his blood, my hands were washed.
It was a long struggle, not an easy win,
but each time he got up, I struck him down again.
I killed your husband starting with deception,
Replacing his insides with ruin and corruption.
Pulled his eyes from his sockets so he was left blinded.
Lobotomized and hypnotized like the walking dead.
It went unnoticed while you watched TV,
I crept into his mind like a disease.
Convinced him of lies and deceit,
Promises of desires and needs.
I killed your husband
as he stood on his feet.
cut off at the knees,
I broke him down. Defeated.
I slipped into his place and destroyed his home,
Waking a path of destruction until everything was gone.
I’m not the same guy you married.
I’m cynical and jaded.
Say goodbye to the reputation and image.
I’ve damaged it all.
Say hello to a new label
One that will bring judgment from all.
I killed your husband, now all that’s left is me.
And now our family is in misery.
I can feel him inside.
But he’s way too deep to be seen.
The anger, it flows through my veins.
I just want to stop, this pain.
You twist the knife,
When you’re with my wife.
I want to chew you up and spit you out.
You don’t understand this crossed man.
You’d better start looking for a way out of here.
I hope you have a plan,
Soon you will only have fear.
My blood boils at the thought of it.
And this feeling in my gut, is making me sick.
I want to separate your body from limbs.
What kind of world are you living in?
Pain, fire, my heart and throat are burning.
If you’re hearing these words,
I hope you are learning.
Don’t mess with me son,
Or your sex life could be done.
Don’t you dare touch my kids,
Or I’ll shove my fingers under your eyelids.
I’ll pull till they snap.
It’s a fact you’ll have to watch your back.
Take heed these warnings, and be gone by morning.
Unknowing is not showing, then the feelings are growing.
Can’t stomach the acid, so abort the two headed green monster before it’s too late.
It turns into hate, it’s a terrible fate.
Destroys you and consumes you it will.
‘Till you’re cussing and screaming and damning to hell.
Forsaken the trust, trust no one.
You must be alone, ’cause that’s who you know.
By yourself with no one around, you fall to your knees and lay on the ground.
Crying and pleading you turn around,
to pull the knife from your spine, only to find…
You’ve acted as a child, it’s an imaginative crime.
If only you could ask for truth, before your mind gets the best of you.
You could learn to trust, and not to assume.