Don’t Jump

I feel the weight on my mind, as I close my eyes.
Is something there, or am I blind?
I feel another world at the edge of my fingers.
Am I here or there?
Like a blank stare, I don’t care what they think of me.
They’re not even really there.
I’m asleep and cannot wake up.
This tugging of my mind is more than enough.
Division of thoughts, it’s almost too much.
Where am I now?
It’s like a dark cloud has swallowed me down.
Am I closer to awakening?
The feelings are making me… think.